I can hear my breathing, wait... am I really breathing? I think I am but I hardly feel my heartbeat.
For a period of time, I can't feel my heartbeat, I can't feel I'm actually living. I do not know what I was thinking or what I was doing. I was like a robot doing my daily routine, everything seems making sense but deep down I know I was just not right at all.
I was alone in an invisible cave I created it myself. I was alone when I'm alone, I was alone when I was in crowd, I was alone when I'm having tea with friends, I was alone while I was talking to my friend.
Although I keep telling myself that I shouldn't feel like this and I need to walk out from my cave, but somehow I am just enjoying being inside and I refuse to walk out. Someday, someday...I will...for the time being, I just want to be alone, just me & myself...
[Life redefine the rules every minute depends on how you react to it.] 。 [或许你不会在语言中遇见我，但是你一定会在文字中发现我。]
生命的层次
在九运的运转下， 科技的飞速， 虚实的脱节， 心灵的空虚。 一个恍，慌，荒，谎，晃的时代。 停止过度思考不存在的问题， 用绝对的理智管控不该有的情绪。 时刻保持清醒的把自己处在的层次理清 ~ • 第一层次的物质生命: 钱，权，性，利，情。 • 第二层次的精神生命: 仁，义，礼，...
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