Resigned from my job yesterday with disappointment on how my boss (was my friend) handled our employment relationship. Was sleeping with it for three days, at last made a painful decision although knowing I need the income so much for my obligations. But I believe everything happened for a reason, maybe one day I have to thank him for pushing me to the edge.
Friends are being very helpful, offering helps finding jobs for me, I truly appreciate all these helps. It is not that I do not want to look for job and I do need the income badly. But switching jobs is tiring. Each time when I quited my job, I always asked myself these questions "Is the job or me? If not me, why am I keep changing job? Was I passionate at first? Had I expected too much? Why can't I try make myself stay and pretended I like?" And suddenly I realized is just like my relationships, I'm asking almost the similar questions too.
I am trying my best staying calm facing all the challenges, I am admitting is not easy and is really tiring, been circling my career and relationship in the past 12years and still getting nowhere. Each defeat I discovered another side of me. Sometimes I feel stronger and sometimes I feel weak about all these. I am tired but I am not accepting the defeats. A friend once told me, God have all the challenges with a purpose and he knows well we are capable of handling it. So no matter what, I have to face these with laughters ^^
Another friend being very thoughtful, even wrote me a Chinese poem to motivate me...so kind of his thought, thanks lots...Ong ^^
天空海阔我飞翔，
偶遇挫拆我不停。
试问谁人无逆境，
继续前飞有新机。
智慧不凡小蜜蜂，
遇挫当着进入冬。
春至花开继续工，
凡事看开永乐观。
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